Three days ago I had to have my Cocker Spaniel Toby put down. We had him for 15 years and I had got him at a very difficult time in my life. He helped me through quite a bit of serious health issues and no matter what he was feeling always had a warm greeting for me.Last summer the vet said he probably wouldn't last until Thanksgiving because of his cancer. I opted for comfort care rather than chemo due to his age. He stayed relatively strong and happy and then he couldn't get up all of a sudden. I helped him to his feet and he took a few steps and fell over. I knew it was time but oh so very hard. By the time I got him to the vet he was barely still alive. He went peacefully while I held him.He was a very special companion to me and I will be looking for him as I get to the Rainbow Bridge.Dave

I am so sorry for your loss. Every now and then an animal comes into your life that you share a special bond with. Gone but NEVER forgotten. Take care.RIP Panama

Dave, I'm glad you were able to repay the comfort he gave you during your difficult times. I'm also sure he knew the special bond and love you shared. Sorry for your loss.

I'm so sorry to hear of the loss of your beloved companion. He knew you were there for him and your closeness gave him comfort.

I am saddened to hear this news.

Toby is now waiting for me at the Rainbow Bridge

colliehauler
Explorer III
Jun 20, 2019
dpgllg wrote:
OP Here,

Thank you all for your kind words of support.

We have other dogs and I love them all but Toby was special because when I was so sick and had open heart surgery he was the one that stayed right with me only leaving to go outside and a quick meal. Up to his last day wherever I was he was right beside me. Being the oldest he was the other dogs mentor and helped keep them in line. They are wondering around still looking for him. With his age he could no longer get up on the bed and would scratch at the side until you lifted him in. I swear that I have heard him a few times only to get up and find that he is not there. I know that things will get easier with time.

Dave
Very sorry to hear of your loss of Toby. After just losing my Collie last month I understand completely. Cooper was such a presence it sure seems empty without him.

I have a Collie pup I got just two months before Cooper's passing. In that short time Cooper taught him a lot.

I know things will be difficult for a while but hope time heals some of your pain, Toby will be in your heart forever just like Cooper will be in mine.
ReneeG
Explorer
Jun 19, 2019
I'm sure you did hear him. The same happened with me when my Missy died. I heard her for weeks after.
dpgllg
Explorer
Jun 19, 2019
OP Here,

Thank you all for your kind words of support.

We have other dogs and I love them all but Toby was special because when I was so sick and had open heart surgery he was the one that stayed right with me only leaving to go outside and a quick meal. Up to his last day wherever I was he was right beside me. Being the oldest he was the other dogs mentor and helped keep them in line. They are wondering around still looking for him. With his age he could no longer get up on the bed and would scratch at the side until you lifted him in. I swear that I have heard him a few times only to get up and find that he is not there. I know that things will get easier with time.

Dave
keepmotoring
Explorer
Jun 19, 2019
I am so sorry about the loss of Toby. I just hope all the wonderful memories will help you through this difficult time.
Crowe
Explorer
Jun 19, 2019
Sorry for your loss. No matter what it's never easy. As hard as it was you did the right thing.
magnusfide
Explorer II
Jun 19, 2019
I'm sorry for your loss. Toby loved and was loved by you which he knew. It's not easy losing them to be sure.
catkins
Explorer II
Jun 18, 2019
Sorry for your loss. Toby sounds very loved. So hard to let them go when it is time.
Reisender
Nomad
Jun 18, 2019
Toby was a lucky guy to have all that love for so many years. Good job. So sorry for you loss.
Deb_and_Ed_M
Explorer II
Jun 18, 2019
Toby clearly had a long and very-loved life! So sorry for the loss of your Buddy :-(
Acampingwewillg
Explorer II
Jun 18, 2019
Bless you for your care of Toby. We all share your grief as we all know to well the lost of a furry friend. May you be comforted by the Happy Memories and the thought of being together once again on the other side of the "Bridge"!