Enough

Monday morning, I had made my mind up to go to the ER anyway becaause of pain, in leg, I turned a bit sideways while dressing. I heard a chunch/pop. I cannot think of a word for the sound. I fell to the floor. Went to ER, missed Biofeedback. Took z ray nothing. Dr felt let and tried to send me for MRI. No slots for Er at MRI. They didn't use it enough. Sent me to Prostetics. No wheel chairs. Couldn't order any after last Friday. Ordered one anyway. No telling when I may get it. Gave me a walker instead.Went baack yesterday am to get MRI. The Technician was the only one there and he was not going home until way after hours. Could bear no load on my right leg. Son and Wife had to help me everywhere. This AM some better. I can use the walker, in a fashion. Started for bathroom and ft shifted and alll the weight went on my back and the it felt like a hot poker or something was going into my neck/back area. Hit the floor. Crawled to toilet after several minutes. Wife is gone to store and errands. Son at work. Got out bed a bit ago and to the computer. Now considering how to make it back to the bed or at least the couch. Called Otheopedics they didn't get message until yesterday evening. Don't know when they will do wht on the knee. No communications or referals to Neuro, since May she said. They wanted Dr to get another MRI sometime in from May to July. Nothing was ever said to me. Pain Clinic had two new, to me, Pharmacist Drs or Training last Friday. One did the talking the other monitored. Suggested pain was in my mind or partially anyway. Prescribed additional Arthritis medicine. Apparently the Doctor did drop me in Pain clinic. I have no hope now of an epiduarl to help lower back nor the disc and upper back or arms. Not sure what I did to him. have absolutely no idea where to go from here. If we get the copys of prior MRIs may get to see Spine Center in one of four locations across Country. Can you say expensive. I feel lower than dirt right now. Apparently there is no concern about treating me. Maybe the knee sometime. Considering throwing pain meds away and see how it goes even though I hurt something bad right now.