I understand the worry, I leave here in 45 days. Like you it has been a long term dream to go full time but I have spent all my time thinking about what to do to make the trailer ready and little in what I will actually do once I leave here. I do know I am heading to the Q to meet up with some folk for a few weeks and it was suggested that I join up with one of the smaller groups that travel together until I get my feet under me so to speak. They will know where to go and camp, get water and groceries, etc.