Welcome to the TC Forum, Ducky8888!
While we have a post of your type, pretty much every month and it is good as we can learn a lot from everyone contributing here. What I appreciate is that you have stayed in the discussion, which many do not. Most come here to be validated and you are sharing your reasoning and in a fashion, getting advice. While it appears to me you are in denial, you seem to be very interested in enjoying what most of us have enjoyed here too, the lifestyle of a Truck Camper. Good luck to you and be safe and aware there are others out on the road traveling with you and beside you, too.
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