Lost my husband three weeks ago and just can't deal with camping alone. He was the pilot me the navigator. It's all for sale now. We had a good run, 49 years.
So sorry, trailgranny... you make the decisions you need to make. I lost my husband 2 years ago. We were full-timing. I am keeping on, keeping on. My cocker spaniel and I have logged 7 trips on our own. Is it easy? No... Can I do it? Yes.
Good Luck to you and when all is said and done, you have great memories until you can "camp" together again. Bless you.