Lost my husband three weeks ago and just can't deal with camping alone. He was the pilot me the navigator. It's all for sale now. We had a good run, 49 years.
If my wife was gone, I'd probably camp less but I'd still go. We off grid camp all the time and own property up north to go to. I like the peace and solitude and so does she but I can enjoy the time alone as well.
Sorry about your loss. Don't know what I'd do day to day without my Amy.