Lost my husband three weeks ago and just can't deal with camping alone. He was the pilot me the navigator. It's all for sale now. We had a good run, 49 years.
I can't imagine my life without my wife.. I am so sorry for your loss, stay strong, like stated above, please don't make any large decisions just yet.. sit on things, let life settle down, who knows you may enjoy the break from normal life that camping brings..