Lost my husband three weeks ago and just can't deal with camping alone. He was the pilot me the navigator. It's all for sale now. We had a good run, 49 years.
My condolences to you. One thing that my Grandma always told me & has stuck w/ me through time is to never make major decisions in the time of distress. Either way, my heart hurts and I pray that you will find some peace and laughter soon.