You asked for opinions......am having a hard time following you.
You need more help than we here can give you.....you're kind of like my sister. She never "needs" us until she makes a bad decision or "the world is against her." Never once has she asked advice before making a poor decision or doing something stupid. ALWAYS needs advice, support and money after the fact.
Quit using this thread as an attempt to gain approval for your decisions and start being proactive about fixing your life and if you ask opinions realize that's what you'll get.
On a separate note, how did every shred of what you own get "lost"? Were you both so gravely injured for so long that everything was stolen? Did the truck and trailer vaporize upon impact? I don't understand that. I've had vehicles totaled, including a full moving van. Always been able to get personal belongings out of the vehicle before it have ads to the junk yard or wherever.
