They never told me about this going into the RVPark business

WesternRVParkOwner, I understand your dilemma and your heartache. I've seen it here at work with retirements and deaths and all of a sudden X isn't there anymore. As others have said, try to remember the good times and good memories you have of your former guests and share that with your new guests as they start to move into your park, your life, and your heart.