On Monday I will be taking our 14 year old cocker spaniel in to the vet for the final time. This has been such a hard decision as there are moments that he is alert and seems to know what is going on ...
So sorry, most of us have been where you are and can identify with the feelings. I hope your memories will eventually overtake the grief and the aid and comfort he has given you over the years will help fill the hole in your heart.