Lost my husband three weeks ago and just can't deal with camping alone. He was the pilot me the navigator. It's all for sale now. We had a good run, 49 years.
My wife and I offer our heartfelt sympathy. I cannot imagine going through what you are, and I hope that at some point in the future the memories can ease the loss in some small way. All our best for your future, and thanks for having the courage to include us all in this post.