Waiting at the Rainbow Bridge

I lost my Callie dog last night. Nearly 14 years together; losing her has left a huge hole in my life. I'm so greatful we got to go on a real camping vacation together before she died. I'm thankful I followed my gut and took her to the vet. She had a tumor the size of a cantaloupe on her spleen; her lab results supported cancer. Surgery alone might have netted her another 19-26 days. How could I torture my best friend like that? So I let her go. She didn't even resist the injection. She died quickly and peacefully in my arms. I can't get over the crushing pain in my chest. I loved her so.
I miss you Laughing Girl