Cliche's are that because people say them all the time. No words can convey the empathy I feel for someone in a hard time such as you. Please try to look for good stuff to concentrate on. Try to find pleasant, positive people to be along side of you. Maybe you could find a way to reach out to others who may be worse off than you. I will say I'm sorry you have had this misfortune and I will pray for you. I would not presume to suggest that you pray without knowing anything about you, but it couldn't hurt! Feel free to PM me if you want to unload more. Sincerely, david