To the OP. I started my own personal "Stay At Home" practice about 3 weeks ago. I started Social Distancing a week before that. At first it was really hard. After awhile I got used to it. I found new thing to do around the house and new things to watch on TV and the internet.
I still go for walks outside (Staying away from people of course) and as the year drags on I will miss my weekend camping trips. I live in the country and can, and have, camped in my yard before. I still have hope (some hope) that by July the parks will open up again and if they do I know just the local places I can go to and be alone.
Point is, instead of fighting it allow yourself to open up and enjoy the solitude. Find things to do at home like Old Biscuit says and go another day. It will hurt but, after awhile not so much.