Homeless vet on a search to find a real home.

The va failed my this is a last attempt option, I don't have healthcare I know I need it. Some days i feel like its my last I didn't have alot of options before I got to talk to most of you, Cali was just a chance to see where the sun sets for once in my life before it never became an option. I thank you all for you suggestions again, especially those from the veterans and active service here I know most of you can understand me to some level. Im currently taking everything on here and coming up with a map of what my plans are I want to go to school again and make something of my life. I once was able to stand tall and proud of who I was, being a marine has keep me going death before dishonor I refuse to give up not like this. I just never had a dad or grandpa growing up the only man I know how to be is from what I take from my elders.