God bless. It is a scary time in your life. Thoughts and prayers are headed your way.
We are new to the RV lifestyle. We are in our 40's, retired, and just took our first extended trip. We met a widower who just lost his wife about 6 weeks earlier. To make a long conversation short, he said he wanted to honor his late wife's dream, and continue the travels. He traded in his 40' for a 32', and hit the road. He says he has his moments, but is enjoying himself by meeting new people, and staying active. He has a great outlook, and is brave - much moreso than I would be given the same circumstances.