I am so sorry. I bought my first RV in 01 after a friend died suddenly at work. I did not want regrets. You guys got to make great memories too. That is wonderful and i am sure that you will make different memories. I also understand about living life with no regrets. I am thankful i started when I did as well. I was diagnosed with a brain tumor a couple months ago. I will have some treatments soon. Who knows what the future holds, so go for it and travel. I will pray that you get peace and comfort thru this time.