chrisnpat wrote:
Thanks everyone, Susan although it was very hard, I agree with you about accepting the process better.
Maggie was miserable and in a lot of pain, all the fixes we tried to do made it worse for her.
Knowing I could help her never to hurt again, (my last act of Love), really helped me a lot.
Yes... that... I find I recognize the landmarks along the way better these days, and I don't like where I'm going, but there's less.... I guess less agonizing about it in some respects. I know that I can end the pain, as you say, and I pretty much know that I have to.
And after, I know that it's just going to have to suck for a while, and then I'll feel better. I still feel awful, but I know that will end as well.