As a divorced father and now a full-timer out of necessity things do get better. I as I neared 50 I couldn't imagine what woman would want to date me after being married for 20 years. I live in an RV for goodness sake, but it's been amazing to me how many women find me a catch. Do yourself a favor and put yourself out there even if it's for nothing else other than an activity partner. Feel free to PM me if you want to know what websites are handy for finding dates or buddies to go do stuff with. If you're anything like me it's more fun to do things with other people.