There's no love loss for GS, their ERS or CW on my part. But, if this is the worst thing that has ever happened or will happen to you in the future, you are truly blessed. That aside, it would behoove you to acquire a book by Dale Carnegie, titled "How To Win Friends and Influence People" and make it your own. Kind of like the old tagline, "At BASF, we don’t make many of the things you need to live—we make them better". Whether you care or not, it's not how we react, rather how we act and the employment of the positive principles contained therein will take anyone down a sweeter path in life. Travel safe.