Just got some bad news, could use some perspective.

Call a broker and have him go find you the truck you want. Buying from a dealer locks you in to what the dealer has or is willing to get. A broker can get you any car, any brand, any specs, because they do the shopping for you, and usually get the best price. Check out Syd Dorn. He has found vehicles for just about everyone in our family. He finds vehicles coast to coast and even arranges to have them shipped to the new owner.